Katie-Ellen
Full Member
Isn't this the way of writing, and maybe also the doom? That like Penelope, you weave at your loom, and unravel your work in the night, and do it again next day - one difference being, she was besieged by suitors where we - I- ain't exactly under siege from desirous .... editors.
(But who wants besieging, or is that a rhetorical question?)
Your writing is threads on a loom - or maybe it could be seen as a maturing cheese. As soon as you think it is ready, you decide it's not yet extra mature. You've moved on even as you have written it.
Hold the suitors. Hold the biscuits.
Whatever has been so far committed to print, you have since outgrown it, no pleasure in looking back. Maybe even a few cringes.
What must it be like for the 'greats'? Do they sneak about in shame?
I suppose you just accept that's the way it will feel one day after your work have gone to the Elysium of print, and you must tell yourself, f**k it, here goes nothing.
Whoever reads that work, meets you at the point you were at, not where you are now.
A bit of an inner Odyssey, innit?
(But who wants besieging, or is that a rhetorical question?)
Your writing is threads on a loom - or maybe it could be seen as a maturing cheese. As soon as you think it is ready, you decide it's not yet extra mature. You've moved on even as you have written it.
Hold the suitors. Hold the biscuits.
Whatever has been so far committed to print, you have since outgrown it, no pleasure in looking back. Maybe even a few cringes.
What must it be like for the 'greats'? Do they sneak about in shame?
I suppose you just accept that's the way it will feel one day after your work have gone to the Elysium of print, and you must tell yourself, f**k it, here goes nothing.
Whoever reads that work, meets you at the point you were at, not where you are now.
A bit of an inner Odyssey, innit?